Illuminati Initiation, the Struggle to Conquer Fear.

 

   I stopped writing for a while, not because I ran out of things to say, but because the time to say it wasn’t ripe, or I wasn’t ready for it. The first 7 posts in this blog were written in seven consecutive days, it’s been nearly 2 months since my last entry, so there’s really no pattern to help predict when I’m going to add a new entry and each one could be the last. One thing is certain, when there’s a new blog post in this page, it has a definite purpose, I consider it a work of magic, magic that could transform others and the objective reality, magic that has transformed my life, my subjective universe, since the blog/working began in October of 2020. It might sound presumptuous to attribute bigger meaning to this blog other than just a rant that can sometimes inform people about the Illuminatiofficial subculture, but if you believe in magic as I do, maybe you will entertain the notion that this blog could cause interesting things to happen in the real world.

   Becoming an Initiate of the Illuminati was the most extreme thing I did in my life (and I did not have a boring life, moving as an adult to go live in another country is just one of the many crazy experiences I have had). I know each person has an unique Initiation process, but mine, at first, was marked by fear. Each day of the first several months after I joined I was scared to death of what was going on, I remember one day, just to give an example, when from the time I left home to go to work, to the time I came back, I saw at least 50 strangers, possibly many more, hide one eye, and gaze straight at me, how was that possible? I wasn’t tripping, it was not a hallucination, weird, intense stuff was really happening, which made me feel very scared, uncomfortable. I would ask Alexa to play a song and she would play something completely different, with a name that didn’t even sounded similar to what I had asked, obscure music that had lyrics impossibly relevant to my personal life, When I would check the artist on YouTube it had like 30, 25 views, even after 5, 7 years since it was uploaded. I used to have notifications on in the Apple News in my IPhone, for many news sites, suddenly, I was being bombarded with coordinated news alerts, the headlines were telling a story, each new notification was building a conversation, almost like a conversation you would have with a friend. Watching Netflix, Hulu, Amazon Prime Video, felt like a rollercoaster ride, I wanted to scream, how could so many details of my life be touched on in a TV show? Who is doing that? Am I losing my mind? There’s so much more that I can’t talk about, I remember telling myself “fear not, fear not, fear not”, just to be able to get through the day. I think the Illuminati materials emphasize on “Fear Not” for that reason, because when you truly get Initiated, when the veil is lifted and you come to the realization that the Illuminati is real and is actively controlling everything around us, having fear is, understandably, the most natural reaction.

   It’s like when Truman realizes he is in a show, or when Neo wakes up to the real world and feels sick, or when Bruce Willis character realizes he is dead in the Sixth Sense, so many movies have this central idea of an awakening when the main character finds out reality is not what he previously believed it was, not by accident of course, all part of the Illuminati programming. The Others, Shutter Island, there are so many more, all have this in common, the world is not what it seems, what you have been taught up to that point, the moment you wake up, when everything radically changes. But it wasn’t just my perception of the world that changed, transformation was taking place all around me, I moved to a different city, got a new job, just think of all the changes that brings to one’s life, and there again, the fear, fear of the uncertain, fear of failure, there are so many things that could go wrong when a major shift in your living situation is taking place. There’s also the fear of the inner life, I was exposed to the darkness inside, I had to face my demons, after joining the Illuminati, like never before in my life. The character in the Bible that has to wrestle God comes to mind, that was, perhaps, the most challenging aspect of my Initiation so far, I had to Triumph over the devils inside me, and there were times when it felt like I was going to lose the battle.

   This blog post is marking a completely new phase in my life as an Initiate of the Illuminati, I have finally conquered fear, and now I’m confident the Illuminati has my back, there were many ways in which I received confirmation that I’m in good standing with the organization, despite the fact that the Members Portal at the moment is not an interactive tool. I received a job promotion and in the next two weeks I should be moving to a new home, I have no fear of what’s to come, I learned how to trust, how to believe in myself and accept the perfect timing in which the Illuminati’s plans for my life fall into place. I’m reading more than ever, studying chess, which is a hobby that keeps my mind sharp and makes me better at my job, I’m looking forward to start playing in tournaments when COVID is behind us and the competitions are back, I have the goal of becoming a USCF National Master within the next 5 years. Another one of my goals is to start writing fiction, I will probably begin with short stories, I must admit that presently I’m too unskilled for that.

   Every day, in conversations, situations, symbols perceived by my senses, in images and in sounds, I can notice the presence of the Illuminati’s hidden hand, and I’m no longer fearful, I know I have passed the first set of tests, although there’s no official affirmation of that. In my dreams I often have revelations, instruction, training, I’m having the most amazing dreams, and there’s something really peculiar about them, I read a story about how Harriet Tubman would dream of the correct directions to take the slaves in their escape, and that was how they safely reached freedom, by following the instructions coming to Harriet through dreams, something similar is happening in my dreams, big time. If Initiation has shaken you to your very core, don’t be afraid, I got through it, and you can too, this is just the beginning, after you master fear, there are beautiful things waiting for you on the other side, best of luck in your trials.

“They are always watching out for us”

“Follow the Light”

“Fear Not”

Melo.

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